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here on DeviantArt.Alicia had a message she wanted to pass on to her internet friends:
To my Internet Friends:
Can I ever explain how much you guys mean to me? Nope. Not even going to try. You have all done so much for me! Supporting my writing, my art, and me when times get rough. You are all so beyond amazing and I’m one of the luckiest girls in the world simply because I get to share so many wonderful things with you all.
And of course some of you mean so much more than that…you know who you are. I’d planned on writing you all your own notes but if this is my end I’d hate to leave you with nothing. You deserve all the hugs and love that I can possible manage to get to you. I’m not making a list; I’d hate for anyone to feel hurt or left out simply because my brain is a little loopy, lol. But believe me, if you’re on my list of close internet friends, you know it. You guys have been my world for years now, shaping it in a way that people in the real world couldn’t. You touched my heart and soul and helped me discover who I am. I owe you so much and love you even more <3.
Huh…still feeling odd and loopy…I took one of those anxiety pill thingies. Don’t really know what to do now though. I admit I’m mostly just feeling tired which isn’t a new feeling these days. But I’m suddenly a little scared that if I let myself go back to sleep…I might not wake up again…
Well, it’s scary but it’s alright. In a weird way, this fits. I’ve never really settled on a future. My dreams were always flicking around, never picking a solid choice to just stick with. And I’ve been given the chance to travel and see the world already. How many girls my age can claim that?
I have been so lucky and in so many ways. I’m ready for this, if this is it. Please, no one worry about me, alright? Focus on yourself and the people you love. Don’t be silly and stop taking care of yourselves.
Leaving behind all of my love,
Alie
